Eternal Bliss
Sunday
THE HEALING RAPTURE OF SUNSHINETHE RAPTURE OF SUNSHINE
Today i opened my eyes with gentle sunshine on my face.the rays of the sun were casting a spell ---dancing on my cheeks-----creating a beautiful symphony. such sunshine which denoted a happiness so ethereal, so pure,it had just enough strength 2 cherish ;not to sap.i opened my eyes and felt the rapture of smthing so soothing, so miraculous passing through my veins, making me alive suddenly ;so alive my whole world was bathing in those beautiful expanses of that spectrum.every colour which was coming out of that light was denoting smthing............ emotions,feelings, incidents........... my whole life was dancing infront of me and yet there was no ugliness,no despair,no melancholy,no gloom.death wasnt there with its ugly black colour.Gloom was also not there 2 paint my soul the shades of greyI was lying there ,just like that, feeling the rays which were curing me,erasing all the ugly scars removing the chains which had been shackling my soul for soo much time ,all those things which i always tried 2 run away from;always tried 2 find an escape instead of facing them right awaywere deleting, all this time i had this suffocated sense of nuthingness;an emptiness which transited its self through my veins all of it were being erased frm my life .Those ugly wounds and scars all basked in the healing sunshine were fading away finally a relaease ws on its way.I ws born again the reincarnation of different sebia a different soul with different selfactualization i know now tht happiness is nt the gratification of the material needs nor it lies in physical presence of objects and ppl, its the state whn u are at harmony with your self then when u accept finally instead of running away, it is an avoidance to the escapism.it is when u elevate urself from the shores of uncertainity and enters in the pathoes of reality but with complacent heart.AND FINALLY I AM FREE, im born im reincarnated and im CURED.
Friday
AS PROMISEDhi all,
as i promised 2 make a blog fr all of u where everybody can post whtever they want toi have fullfilled my promise here is the frst official blogsite of INDIATIMES CHATTERS.
http://itgrapevine.blogspot.com
so all of u guys now can use it s an avenue to channelize ur thoughts only 1 request though but its up 2 u guys 2 accept it or nt
pls make tht a fun place where every body can go and enjoy like the comments in the begining u ppl did on my blog try nt to make it a place to spit venom.Make it a place where sun shines and fregruence of love and peace prevails.where all of us go to crack a smile .
Thursday
ENOUGH NOWALL of u commentors ,
hii.
I have got nuthing against u guys and i never became a part of any controversy or animosity ever since i have joined IT ,nor i ever tried to abuse or backbite abt anybody ,cuz i cm here fr good times and i dont beleive in having my enjoyment on behalf of others.Whoever u guys r shuld admit it .WHN you ppl started commenting on my blog it ws fun and all of us enjoyed the musings, sm comments were really funny and cracked us all up so i allowed it cuz i beleived tht u guys r just having lil fun w/t the thought of harming others.I enjoyed the pranks had a good laugh and though everybdy told me to stop it i didnt.
But now all this thing turning really ugly whoever wants to say anything abt anyother person cms here and blabber ,u guys must b observing me frm past 11 months ,have i ever abused anybody?or behaved rudely?thn how can i allow my blog 2 act the part,listen guys everything whn stretched too much breaks, nothing is endlessly elastic,and now u guys r using my own blog 2 cuss abt my friends these were the ppl who were there fr me in my adversity always, i know u ppl have sm issues and enjoying the pranks as a way of getting bak at thm ,but why slashing me in between.
vance ,footy ,keshi,ashes ,icy ,anna all these ppl were always there fr me they were beside me whn i was on my lowest so how culd i let thm down by becoming a part of abusing compaign.
A blog is like the the extension of ones thoughts and mind ,so allowing all of u 2 cuss thm and make fun of thm will look like as im the one instigating all this.
and now because of all this the ppl i actually want ,2 comment ,they dont even read my blog .
ISNT IT UNFAIR ?
and in a v nice manner i ask u guys 2 stop it pls.
i will b really grateful 2 all.
and on my bday i ws v happy tht whn i will open my blog i will receive good wishes and prayers prayers which i really need in life.
and wht i gt was a cussing machine churning against my own frnds
just count the wishes messages and the other 1.It ws really ugly.
thnx fr ruining my day.
If u guys want i can make a blog fr whole IT-ZENS where everybdy can go and post whtever they want to tht will b more fun i promise thn using my blog as an hoarding against ppl who r actually being nice 2 me.
and i promise i will advertise tht blog here.
I hope u guys have understood my point .
thnx.
Monday
BIRTHDAY BELLS FR MEOn 11th of march its my birthday though again many of u will accuse me of being shallow and childish and whatsoever but i love to celebrate my birthday, i love receiving cards ,and i love being wished by all.I love 2 feel the warmth of friendship and expression of care from ppl around me (and frtunately i have a blog who lately has turned in to an advertising board)(so pls guys fr sm days leave section 498 and sm other trashing stuff)
wish me luck,joy,happiness and al the good wishes cuz i really need thm.and if u ppl dont feel like doing it pls dont bother 2 ruin my day by saying anything remotely bugging and no jokes on me .
ON the night between 10th and 11th we will have a party again a virtual cake and everybdy is invited even gatecrashers only 1 thing DECENCY IS THE CODE.and no bitterness.
Tuesday
LITTLE FISHIEOnce upon a time there used 2 live a lil fishie in the sea, she
had a house, a v beautiful one so many siblings and a life so calm and
tranquil.She didnt know the meanings of pain, destiny ,despair, gloom, in her
cocoon of blissfull happiness she used 2 live, breath the tranquil serenity of
happiness around her.BUT lil did she knew tht every bubble has to burst 1
day ,after every day a night cms and with every happiness sorrow lurks at
the back ground.
1 day whn she came bak home after playing and hopping
around she saw---a disaster so acute --she felt a pain which pierced her
whole body -----a sight which would torment her whole being for the days 2
cm ---a vision which will haunt her fr the rest of her life----her mother ws
lying there drenched in blood all wounded and scarred trying 2 cover the
sibling who ws no more who already crossed the bridge from this existance 2
another.disaster finally struck.bubble finally bursted,serenity finally turned in
2 curse.
Fishie wanted 2 scream 2 cry in anguish but culdnt, no screams were cming
out of her lil mouth.Fishie just went close 2 her mother held her wounded self
and tried 2 soothe her pain with the gentle touch.
Days passed bye fishie lost touch with the time she and the mother fishie just
stayed close trying 2 heal each other.
1 day the small fishie got lost and landed in 2 open waters of the sea,the
world soo huge fr her small vision, .She swam and swam and she culd feel
her eyes opening up, her horizon broadening ,she ws so spell bound by the
miracles around she culdnt stop moving and hit the shark str8.
Oh my ,she got soo scared ,looked at the shark pleadingly ----,shark ws in a
very peaceful mood tht day, plus there ws this look of vulnerability abt the
fishie which appealed the shark,shark looked at the lil thing and offered her
the peace a frienship and love which he never offered 2 anybdy bfre.fishie
got so excited and started looking up at shark as an icon of strength.
days started 2 pass bye -----fishie started 2 shed her melancholic shackles,
which were imprisoning her soul ,SHE started 2 smile again and laugh again
and she used 2 swim in open waters, now with much more ease cuz she ws
blessed with the sharkys blessing whom she started 2 look as the big bro a
person w/t any faults so many other fishies used 2 tell lil fishie abt the sins
but she ws utterly biased ,prejudiced never listened 2 anybody.
1 day she went near the shores while swimming and met this allegatorr,
again she ws so scared,cuz her biggest curse ws her vulnerability and her
fears.The allegator looked at her and again mayb he ws intrigued by the
vulnerability s well he gave the fishie the prescious present of a
friendship.fishie ws soo happy bathing in happiness---all the WISE creatures
of the sea used 2 tell her tht she is playing with fire these dangerous
creatures can never b friends 2 anybody but fishie ws really engrossed in her
so called bubble of splendour--
THN one day-----she came 2 know abt the hatred--the ugly animosity
between 2 v dear friends between 2 of the ppl whom she used 2 put in
utmost respect.she tried 2 talk 2 thm abt it but both of thm just ask her 2 stay
out so she decided nt 2 intervene.
BUT 1 day ---fishie ws laughing and chirping ----thn suddenly a thunder ----
followed by the signals whre both of her friends screaming fr each others life.
In utmost horror fishie tried 2 cm in between she went to the shark
NO-NO pls dont indulge dont kill the other---
she went 2 the allegator wailing screaming fr a constrain --he also refused --
fishihie ws getting soo scared cuz she passed through the pain of suffering
and disaster once she never wanted to see its ugly face again.
Other fishes and creatures started 2 gather there to enjoy the clash of the
titans ,nobody ws bothered tht who will die or who will suffer ,they were only
here fr a good show.fishies heart ws breaking in 2 two she wailed and wailed
running frm 1 to another they didnt listen.they were 2 engrossed to prove there metal.
wise creatures were feeling sorry fr fishie and the other fishes were laughing
and enjoying her plight---.
One last look at the battle scene where both of thm were sharpening there
weapons fishie left .
she ws swimming ,swimming w/t the knowledge just running away frm
pain and sarcastic laughter of others ---she thn hit by the sharpest of spine----
which tore her whole tiny body ---the cool green water ws coloured with red
blood oozing out of her tiny body...she tried 2 rise above but culdnt, the
thorns just pierced her already wrenching heart,she looked above .imagined
all the happy times the sweetness offered by friends----her lips parted fr a
last smile ---the smile 2 welcm the ugly face of DEATH,for whom she ws
always so scared of,only tht give her final solace.engulfed the fishie in 2 its
infinite serenity.fishie closed her lahes and went in 2 peaceful slumber.
Those 2 fought and fought and fought ,but as they both were soo strong
nothing happened 2 anybody..they both were so glorified .basking in there
own glory nobdy realized tht fishie ws amisss----
so many days gone bye once and twice they thought abt her but thn there
were soo many battles to fight ,so many medals 2 win they forgt all abt her.
AFTER ALL NOBODY IS INDISPENSIBLE .
--------AND SHE WS JUST A MERE FISHIE-------NUTHING MORE -----THT WAS THE REALITY.
Today i opened my eyes with gentle sunshine on my
face.the rays of the sun were casting a spell ---dancing on my cheeks-----creating a beautiful symphony. such sunshine which denoted a happiness so ethereal, so pure,it had just enough strength 2 cherish ;not to sap.
i opened my eyes and felt the rapture of smthing so soothing, so miraculous passing through my veins, making me alive suddenly ;so alive my whole world was bathing in those beautiful expanses of that spectrum.every colour which was coming out of that light was denoting smthing............ emotions,feelings, incidents........... my whole life was dancing infront of me and yet there was no ugliness,no despair,no melancholy,no gloom.death wasnt there with its ugly black colour.Gloom was also not there 2 paint my soul the shades of grey
I was lying there ,just like that, feeling the rays which were curing me,erasing all the ugly scars removing the chains which had been shackling my soul for soo much time ,all those things which i always tried 2 run away from;always tried 2 find an escape instead of facing them right awaywere deleting, all this time i had this suffocated sense of nuthingness;an emptiness which transited its self through my veins all of it were being erased frm my life .Those ugly wounds and scars all basked in the healing sunshine were fading away finally a relaease ws on its way.
I ws born again the reincarnation of different sebia a different soul with different selfactualization i know now tht happiness is nt the gratification of the material needs nor it lies in physical presence of objects and ppl, its the state whn u are at harmony with your self then when u accept finally instead of running away, it is an avoidance to the escapism.it is when u elevate urself from the shores of uncertainity and enters in the pathoes of reality but with complacent heart.
AND FINALLY I AM FREE, im born im reincarnated and im CURED.
