MUSINGS FROM A FEVERISH OXYMORON
From past 1 week i am trying 2 finish a post ,but theres this fever of mine which keeps on coming back 2 me,guess its getting addicted of me cant stay away from me for more then a day.It envokes 2 kinda reactions in me some times i am 2 hyper,just unstoppable screaming ,dancing w/t any rhyme and reason.a demon in me coaxes me to hop on a roller coaster ride of baseless yapping and blabber.and most hilarious stuff i dont know after the fit is over tht wht did i yanked about,my family members and friends tell me tht i screamed such uncognizable stuff..good fr me tht i dont remember hence cant feel the embaressment.The other reaction is much 2 dangerous.it simply throws me in 2 a stoic silence,like a lull before a storm ,i can feel my soul sitting outside and infront,it has no reflection but it can cast shadows.a void,forlorn dark spell,i want to touch it feel it but it has no shape it just exists there and lost nowhere ,a shadow which weeps fr no reason ,a spirit which griefs for no pain.I am in that mood now so i wanna write some urdu poetryQaid main hai meri roohkisii roazen ki khuwahish nahiniss zindaan main hai bhutaknaakissi massehaa ki aas nahin, iss junoon main hai sukoon inhii wehshatoon main hai aarzoo issi jusstajujoo main hoon tures rehi kisi saayey ki ab talaash nahin,sukoot-e-shab main dhoondhoosubeh-e-kiran ki tujallian,wairaan raahoon main abkissi hamnafas ki piyaas nahin, meray hoontoon pay ruqsaan hain, kuch lou daity say nouhay, ek jag beetaa,shumma ko jaltay ab kisi our mautem ki taab nahin.meri rooh piyasi kehty hai kuch yaadasht puranikuch khoon say kuch aanssoo say likhi thee ek derd kahanikuch jugnoo, kuch mottii,kuch kuch titli kuch paanisub kuch to kho bhaitay,ab kahan ki moojoon ki rawani...abhi kuch teer baaqi hai sayaad kay turkish maintulatum beet chuka phir bhi samander main abhi baaqi hay tughiani....will understand later tht wht have i written whn out of this mood ..i hope u ppl had enough patience to read through the gibberish of a feverish oxymoron....after getting back 2 normality will finish the humorous post im wrking on....
Posted by sebia ::
2:40 AM ::
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